I have quite the long, hard, veiny problem on my hands.... I´m traveling across the country on a bus, going to see my girlfriend Stacy who goes to school in another state. But, here´s the thing - I actually feel no real attraction to Stacy whatsoever. In fact, I´m secretly gay, but I was brought up in such a strict environment that I´ve never really been honest with myself about it. I´m mostly dating Stacy to keep up appearances more than anything, and prior to my departure, I made the stupid mistake of taking a bunch of arousal medication to get me ready in case intimacy takes place when I get over to her place. Now, I´m stuck with an unshakable case of erection after erection, and I feel as though there´s no way for me to get around it through the remainder of the trip. That is, until a friendly, muscular stranger boards the bus and gives me something of a helping hand.... 1. Language: English. Narrator: Veronica Heart. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/061812/bk_acx0_061812_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.
This is a stand-alone short story set in the Music of the Soul world. What happens when you mix a coffee house, a college student in need of a math tutor, and a misunderstanding? Angela Sutter is about to find out when she finds herself on an accidental date that will change her life. 1. Language: English. Narrator: Hollie Jackson. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/050170/bk_acx0_050170_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.
Closeted teenager Jeremy is sent to live with wealthy relatives after his mother enters rehab. Struggling to fit into the posh world of Ballena Beach, Jeremy joins the high school swim team, dates a popular girl, and begins to think he may have landed in paradise - until his great aunt Katharine starts to dictate his every move…and a late-night phone call insinuates that his father’s accidental death was not so accidental after all. As Jeremy grows accustomed to the veneer of a fabulous life, so grows his need for answers - as well as the danger of immeasurable harm. Weaving together a murder mystery, sexual ambiguity, and characters with hidden identities and agendas, Nick Nolan offers listeners a deliciously witty novel about the ´´puppet´´ who wishes only to be a real boy. Strings Attached is also a surprisingly heartfelt story about coming-of-age and coming out - not necessarily in that order. 1. Language: English. Narrator: Luke Daniels. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/brll/004443/bk_brll_004443_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.
Four gay romance stories that will keep you on the edge and hard for hours! This is a four story gay romance collection with four individual, standalone short stories with no cliffhangers. Included in this collection: Confessing and Coming Out of the Closet to My Boss Kidnapped, Tied to the Chair and Waiting for the Alpha Wanting Rough Love in Secret from My Alpha Boss An Accidental Erection on the Bus. Can You Help Me With It? 1. Language: English. Narrator: Veronica Heart. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/061910/bk_acx0_061910_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.
A straight white girl can kiss a girl, like it, and still call herself straight - her boyfriend may even encourage her. But can straight white guys experience the same easy sexual fluidity, or would kissing a guy just mean that they are really gay? Not Gay thrusts deep into a world where straight guy-on-guy action is not a myth but a reality: There´s fraternity and military hazing rituals, where new recruits are made to grab each other´s penises and stick fingers up their fellow members´ anuses; online personal ads, where straight men seek other straight men to masturbate with; and, last but not least, the long and clandestine history of straight men frequenting public restrooms for sexual encounters with other men. For Jane Ward, these sexual practices reveal a unique social space where straight white men can - and do - have sex with other straight white men; in fact, she argues, to do so reaffirms rather than challenges their gender and racial identity. Ward illustrates that sex between straight white men allows them to leverage whiteness and masculinity to authenticate their heterosexuality in the context of sex with men. By understanding their same-sex sexual practices as meaningless, accidental, or even necessary, straight white men can perform homosexual contact in heterosexual ways. These sex acts are not slippages into a queer way of being or expressions of a desired but unarticulated gay identity. Instead, Ward argues, they reveal the fluidity and complexity that characterizes all human sexual desire. In the end, Ward´s analysis offers a new way to think about heterosexuality - not as the opposite or absence of homosexuality but as its own unique mode of engaging in homosexual sex, a mode characterized by pretense, disidentification, and racial and heterosexual privilege. Daring, insightful, and brimming with wit, Not Gay is a fascinating new take on the complexities of heterosexuality in the modern era. 1. Language: English. Narrator: Dara Rosenberg. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/adbl/026002/bk_adbl_026002_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.
Jack Caleb is a Gold Coast psychiatrist, wealthy, cultured - and gay. John Thinnes is a burned out Chicago detective. When one of Caleb´s clients is found dead in his locked apartment - apparently of a self-inflicted head wound, Thinnes doesn´t believe it was suicide. And Caleb is inclined to agree. But Thinnes regards a shrink who makes house calls suspicious and starts his investigation of the murder with the doctor himself. An attack on Dr. Caleb, made to look like an accidental drug overdose, starts to change the detective´s mind. 1. Language: English. Narrator: Stephen Hoye. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/adbl/021529/bk_adbl_021529_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.
Jonathan Seede is the picture of Washington, DC, respectability, an urban pioneer with a pretty wife, a new baby, and a job at the town’s most esteemed newspaper. But 10 blocks from the White House, on the notorious 14th Street strip, a war is raging over deviant behavior. And Seede is on the front lines, deep into a secret freelance project that’s taking him to places where most people would never dare to go. As he descends into an inferno of repressed urges and human frailties, Seede’s journey plays out against a brilliantly realized portrait of the nation’s capital, featuring pimps and hustlers, an accidental hooker, an honest cop, a storefront prophet/marijuana dealer, a beautiful teenage runaway, a crack-addicted music legend, an A-list gay activist, and a diminutive billionaire who is searching for the answers to life’s greatest questions in a crystal skull. The first novel from best-selling journalist Mike Sager, Deviant Behavior is a mad, vivid, and daring romp through a society in crisis, and the story of what happens when one frustrated father decides to just say yes. 1. Language: English. Narrator: Paul Heitsch. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/adbl/007624/bk_adbl_007624_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.
It started with an accidental click... but where will it end? Desperate to turn in a paper, Adam borrows his roommate´s computer and mistakenly opens a folder that contains Josh´s collection of porn. Adam had no idea that his jock roommate was gay - and into leashes, paddles and domination. And Adam, an inexperienced virgin who´s only ever kissed one guy, is surprised to find himself curious about submitting... Josh can´t believe that his roommate discovered his spank bank - and he can´t believe that Adam is so turned on by the thought of giving up control to someone. Taking a chance, he offers to look through the photos with Adam... and maybe try acting some of them out. Night after night, the boys delve into their darkest fantasies of domination and submission. And as lust and experimentation grow into the promise of something deeper, Adam must decide if he´s brave enough to tell Josh how he feels. 1. Language: English. Narrator: Shannon Gunn. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/harl/001440/bk_harl_001440_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.